[Personal] Self Reflection 1

Sorry, this new post isn’t GACKT related or Japanese related m(_ _)m

I just realized that I’ve lost something inside me. I used to have it when I was in highschool and when I was entering college.
but now I lost it. I LOST THE PASSION.
I re-read my old posts (2008-2009) on ameblo. I was so ambitious, I was so passionate back then. but now… I’m not. not at all.
How come? I asked that to myself too, but I couldn’t find the answer.

I used to workhard with all my might to get a high GPA. Yes, I did have a perfect GPA twice.
Why can’t I be more passionate doing my thesis? I’m doing it half-assedly and I know about that but I don’t do anything because I’ve lost the passion.
I was smiling while reading my old posts about exams, GPA, stupid lecturers, killer lecturers, yaoi, love, friendship, family, painful and joy memories. I was smiling because I looked back and thinking how passionate I was back then, how naive, how straightforward, how childish, how ambitious I was. of course I was smiling at my bad bad english grammar too. *My english grammar is still bad*

But looking back like that, made me think, can I get that passion back? can I get that ambitious kid back in me? the answer is I can If I want and now I’m trying to get it back.

[BALI] Goody’s Italian Restaurant

Address : Jln. Double Six Beach Legian, Kuta, Bali (Near Jayakarta Hotel)

Well, Suddenly we were hungry even though we already had  Mak Beng Fish soup (Sup Ikan Mak Beng) and Macaroni and cheese, so we decided to take a walk and search for a night snack. We stood in front of a small restaurant called Goody’s. We looked at the menu, and the price was not too expensive. (1 pan of pizza = Rp. 45.000, 1 portion of pasta, from Rp. 30.000 , so we ended up eating there. They have a lot of variations for pizza and pasta. But since we already had dinner, we only ordered 1 pan of pizza. *forgot what was the name of the pizza* 😄 it’s quiet big and enough for 3 of us. The smell was yummy and it tasted delicious too.

so, imo it was yummy, good price, and best for night snack ;P

[EXILE] Negai No Tou Album Cover + Tracklist

CD[DISC 1]

  1. Each Other’s Way~旅の途中~
  2. I Wish For You
  3. Miracle
  4. 願い -Album Version-
  5. GOING ON
  6. 手紙
  7. Orion
  8. もっと強く
  9. 掌の砂
  10. VICTORY
  11. My Station
  12. 24karats STAY GOLD
  13. Interlude for One Wish
  14. One Wish(CD初収録)

DVD[DISC 2]

[Video Clip]

  • VICTORY
  • 24karats STAY GOLD
  • 願い
  • もっと強く
  • I Wish For You
  • Each Other’s Way ~旅の途中~
  • 24karats STAY GOLD (KIDS & GIRLS Version)

[Making映像]

  • VICTORY (Making)
  • 24karats STAY GOLD (Making)
  • Each Other’s Way ~旅の途中~ (Making)
  • 24karats STAY GOLD (KIDS & GIRLS Version) (Making)

[Special Video Clip] [Making映像]

  • もっと強く(Album Version)
  • I Wish For You(Album Version)

DVD[DISC 3] Special DVD

 

CD[EXILE COVER]

  1. 言葉にできない
    Vocal:ATSUSHI
  2. こんなにもながい君の不在
    Vocal:ATSUSHI *
  3. GEORGY PORGY
    Vocal:ATSUSHI *
  4. Just The Two Of Us
    Vocal:SHOKICHI
  5. 遠く遠く
    Vocal:TAKAHIRO, NESMITH, SHOKICHI
  6. 以心伝心
    Vocal:TAKAHIRO
  7. LA•LA•LA LOVE SONG
    Vocal:ATSUSHI, NESMITH
  8. Giver
    Vocal:NESMITH, SHOKICHI
  9. WON’T BE LONG
    Vocal:ATSUSHI, TAKAHIRO, NESMITH, SHOKICHI
  10. Choo Choo TRAIN
    Vocal:ATSUSHI, TAKAHIRO
  11. 銀河鉄道999 / EXILE feat. VERBAL (m-flo)
    Vocal:ATSUSHI, TAKAHIRO

*from EXILE ATSUSHI Premium Live ~The Roots~